The life of me....Brandy

Back again

2010-04-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

After another stretch of no blogging. I am back. Havent been back on since october but am gonna change that now.

Life has been pretty crazy the last couple of months, and its only gonna get worse the next couple of months. I have 3 weddings coming up, two of which i am in. Starting at the beggining on May will be the bachelorette party and everything else for my friend Ashlys wedding. I am a bridemaid in her wedding, and couldnt be any more excited to be apart of everything. It is gonna to be so much fun. I cant wait to see everything unfold.
And the with June coming is my BFFs wedding. We have alot going on that month with her, Bridal shower, Bachelorette party, and wedding all in the same month. Busy busy busy. I am so excited to be with her on her day. It will be an amazingly beautiful day.
July brings a wonderful friend of mines wedding. She just had her baby a couple weeks ago, and we be wedding dress ready back in shape in no time. I am so excited to be attending her beautiful beach wedding.
I couldnt be happier to be apart of all these weddings. I couldnt ask for better friends. Ones that are always here for me when needed. I am excited to be there for there weddings when they need me before the next big step in there lives

Long time....Again

2009-10-13T10:26:00.000-07:00

Well the good news is i am back at work, and dont always have alot of work so i am going to be able to start blogging more, yay me. LOL Well i got a new job in Vacaville, only like a block away from my house, yay better then driving to vallejo, I am doing the same thing working at a body shop. Only here there are not all the people in the office like there was at my last job, Once i get the hang of everything, it will only be me. i know scary, the owner will still be here with me and he knows how to do everything, but he also works out in the shop and where ever else he is needed. I think once i get used to it i am going to love it here. Aside from that we have had a very busy month so far, and its not even over and we still have a ton planned to do.
The first week in October Steven raced the Dodge National in Sacramento, It was a very long week, and very nerve wreaking week for me last time we raced this national back in 2007 Steven crashed and broke a finger and cut up another one pretty bad and we ended up in the emergency room, and he had surgery that night. So i was very scared like i always am at every race this one was just a little different. In the end, He got 2nd overall in his 25+ class which came with a nice trophy, jacket and a bag full of fun things. in his 250 stock and 250 mod he got 18th overall, which isnt bad for all the people that were on the line probably like 35 yikes. after that race was over we had a week of kinda down time, which happened to be the week i started working (just this last week) Then Steven left saturday night for a week long fishing trip in Nevada at Pymrid lake. He will be back friday mid-day, just in time to go pick up his tux and head to the reshersal dinner, so the wedding that he is going to be in this saturday. Then oviously saturday we will be at the wedding. Sunday is our nephew Chances 1st birthday so we are going to be at that. Then are hectic month starts to die down from there thank god. The following week though is my moms birthdaym and Steven, my sister and I bought tickets to take her to the Dane Cook show, She doesnt know yet and we are going to try and keep it from her until the night of when steven and I show up at the house, My sister is going to tell her we are going out to dinner so she will get ready to go out, She has expressed that she would really like to go see his show, but said the tickets were too expensive, so that should be amazing, i am not going to lie i am super excited i LOVE Dane Cook. After that night our crazy busy October is going to be over yay!!

Novemeber we are going to try to go to washington for a 3 day weekend, so i will blog about that soon

LONG TIME......

2009-09-08T11:18:00.000-07:00

Its been quite a long time since i have written on here, and that pretty much because i use my phone to do anything and everything on the internet, but its just not that easy to blog from my iphone. I have had alot going on it the last couple months, we have gone on a couple mini trips and a wonderful vacation to Hawaii with some of our amazing friends. We spent 4 days in Yosemite getting the tour of all tours from my aunt and uncle, we had a wonderful time while we were up there with my grandma and brother. Then off to Hawaii we went with our amazing friends, we had such a fun time, and just about all of us came home with wonderful new tattoos, even the girls had airbrush ones. The week after we got home we went camping at a KOA in Santa Cruz, it was something we did every summer when i was growing up and we havent done it in forever, and we had a blast. I am also in the process of planning a Bridal Shower and Bachelorette Party, for my BFF who got engaged July 4th of this year, and even though the wedding and parties are not until next year, i am trying to get a head start on everything so that when it comes down to it, i have it all planned out and everything organized so that its all awesome. So as you can i have been crazy bus in life. But i having to get on a computer more and more each day to do some searching for all kinds of party things, so i will be trying to blog more as i work. Hope all is well with anyone
<3 B

WOW

2009-03-25T12:55:00.001-07:00

I can't believe it has been so long since i have blogged. Anyways...Just thought i would catch you all up on my life.

I am still unemployeed, and have a crazy hard time finding a job. I couldnt tell you how many places i have applied too, and i have seriously not heard anything from ANY of them. Horriable, and it is driving me insane. I am trying to go back to school for Cosmetology, something i tried to do before i got laid off but they wouldn't let me. And now i have having trouble getting into a place, or all the places are SOOO expensive. I went to Milan Institue today for a meeting to talk to them about going to school there. That damn place was $20,000 freaking crazy. So now i am going to look at going to Solano Community for it, but that doesn't start until August...which hella sucks.

So yeah thats my life right now in a nut shell...LOL

And to me its pretty freaking BORING!!!

Talk to you all sooner than later =-)

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!!!

2009-03-06T16:15:00.000-08:00

So last Saturday we celebrated my 22nd birthday which was actually Sunday, but no one would have been able to go out on a sunday night, So Saturday it was.

We started out the night at Hard Rock Cafe in Downtown Sacramento which was delicious. The salad i got was amazing, but i didn't get to eat much of it, cause i was visiting with everyone, and then WHAM...All of a sudden it was like 9:45 and they were bringing out my birthday Ice Cream and singing to me. They close at 10 i think so i think that was kinda there get the hell out so we can close message LOL.

So here are a couple of us at dinner. Bre, Me, Maren and Brit. I love these girls.
After dinner we headed towards The Park just down the street from the resturant. Which we had to stand in a little bit of a line outside, as it started to sprinkle which didn't make me very happy, But oh well. Once we got inside it was all on. Getting drinks, dancing having a ball!

So it sucks that this was blurry, But its Me, Brit, And then Ashly and Lonny in the background. We all had so much fun dancing, And all the guys came out to dance too!

This is Brandon out on the dance floor cuttin the rug. He was soo funny, and some white boy song came on and he cleared a little area, and just got down, he def. had me cracking up.

Here is Ash, Bre, and I my night wouldn't have been as much fun if it wasnt for them. They are amazing, and we had so much fun!!!

Here are all of the boys except for Lonny (I think they left before we took this picture) They boys had a blast, They were all drinking, and having a good old time. It was soo good to have them all there.

Her i am with my Trin, I am sooo glad she came we had Sooo much fun.

Here is Trina and her sister Mollie, I loved having them there with me. It was sooo much fun. Can't wait until we all hang out again

And last but def. not least Here is me and my love. I love him sooo much and was so happy he got to come!! Love you babe
My birthday was amazing, i thank everyone for coming and helping me celebrate my birthday, Can't wait until we all get together soon!!! Love you ALL

God it's been awhile....

2009-03-06T16:13:00.001-08:00

....So it has just been forever since i have blogged...Bad me...I know...but things have just been so crazy, that i just feel i don't have time to sit done and blog. But i have some down time now, before i head down to Trina's so lets see what i can get done.

Coraline in 3D

2009-02-21T23:08:00.001-08:00

ALrigt this movie was advertised as a kids movie, I went tonight to see the movie with Kyra(She is like my sister i guess lol) And her Husband and there 2 kids Ashlynn and Austin. It was the wierdest movie. I don't think it should have been advertised as a kids movie at all. Kyra and I ended up having to leave a little early because Ashlynn was too scared. So yeah...Just wanted to vent about that creepy wierd movie!!!

Disneyland 2009

2009-02-21T22:29:00.001-08:00

So i just got back last night from Vacation. We had SOOO much fun. We left last Sunday morning and drove down to Anahiem, We checked into our hotel room a day early instead of just staying at another hotel in the area. Our hotel was right across the street from Disneyland...Soo awesome. We did not stay in the Disneyland Hotel or those huge really nice hotels. We stayed at a Best Western, but i think that our walk to Disneyland was better then the one from the disneyland hotel to the park...Awesome!!! So we relaxed that evening since we didnt check in until about 6pm. We went out to dinner that night to celebrate my little brother Brandon's 9th birthday which was about a week and a half before we left. The next day we almost decided to do nothing, because it was raining all day. But at about 2pm we decided that we were going to go to Universal Studios. Which was such an awesome decision to make, we had SOO much fun. We went on rides, met characters, got hella funny pictures taken, and went on the studio tour, which took us on the set of Desperate Housewives...Awesome...It also took us and showed us, how they shot certain parts of movies. It was so cool to see how they do things. Then after a long day there, it was back to our hotel to relax! Tuesday was our first day in the parks, and we ended up going to California Adventure, Which was so much fun, they have some of the coolest rides and things there. Soarin' over California was one of the coolest rides, it made you feel like you were really flying over certain parts of the state by blowing air on you, and then the scents of what you would actually smell when you were there, can you say FUN. And then we went on this 3D Toy Story ride. Which was a little kid ride, but actually was one of my favorites. You sat in these little seat thingys and you wore 3D glasses and you got moved and turned all around to these different screens, and then had to shoot at all these targets, and you were competing against the person next to you, Steven kicked my ass both times, but it was still so much fun. We spent probably 6 1/2 hours at the park that day. Wednesday it was off to Disneyland, and I was so excited. There were so many fun things to do. We went on Space Mountain...Crazy ass rollercoaster, all in the DARK. We snuck my little brother on to Splash Mountain without him really knowing what the ride was like. He is really scared of ALOT of things. So this was not only going to me a challange to get him on the ride without freaking out, but it was hopefully going to show him, that you can go and do these things, and that everything was going to be alright and no one was going to get hurt. In the end he loved the ride, and wanted to do it again, so he could sit in the front and get really wet...LOL On the 3rd day, we just went back and forth between both parks, doing things we had not gotten to do on previous days, or we went on rides that we really wanted to do a second or third time. On this day, we let my Grandma relax most of the day because she has a bad foot, and she had walked alot the previous 2 days. So it was Brandon, Michele, Steven and I most of the day. And we had a blast, Went to Tom Swayer Island, and walked through the caves, and walked over all the bridges, it was fun. Then my little brother decided that he wanted to go on this ride, that the 3 of us and not even asked Brandon if he wanted to go on it because we all thought he would say NO WAY!! He wanted to go on the Tower of Terror...The Elevator the drops you up and down fast and then opens the doors and looks out over the park. INSANE...SO we got in line, and he was a little creeped out, but we kept him busy in line playing games on our phones. And then all of a sudden it was time to get on the ride, and he started to tear up saying he was scared. I held his hand and told him everything would be ok, and that i would not take him on something that would hurt him. He said on and sat in between Steven and I. Once the doors closed and it got dark he got really scared. I honestly didn't think we were going to make it through the ride. And then it started dropping us down fast, then pulling us back up..The poor guy was SOO scared, Steven and I had to be leaned into him the entire ride telling him it was ok, and that it was almost over. Then he said and I quote "I think i am going to throw up" LOL I was like Oh Shit. Steven said just breathe i promise its almost over. And then finally it was over. Thank God. He was shaking and just wanted off the ride. By the time we got out of the building he was ok. He still says to this day he is NEVER going on that ride again, and that it creeps him out. Needless to say i am SOO proud of him, He got on that ride, rode it, and tried to get over his fears. I am SUPER proud of him!! Here is The Castle in Disneyland at nighttime. Our trip was AMAZING!! I love my family, and have a million and one pictures to remember our amazing week!! Thanks for reading!

Thankful Tuesday

2009-02-10T15:03:00.000-08:00

So for this week's assignment...
Your topic is:This Past Week

So here it goes...

1) I am thankful for all the time i have got to spend with my family this past week. I ended up not having to work Thursday so i went up to Sac that day cause it was my little brother birthday, And i had a dentist apt up there Thurs. Morning So i went up there and stayed the night. Lots of fun, Then i ended up going back up there for the weekend, where we rocked out on Rock Band all weekend. So much fun

2) I am thankful for the fact that as of Sunday my mom has been clean for 5yrs. We all went with her to the meeting where she would recieve her 5yr clean chip, and got up to say something about her, as i stood up to walk up there, i couldn't help but cry, i am so proud of her, and how far she has come since she has been clean. Love you Mom

3)I am thankful that i still have a job, We all know how the economy is going, and i am very thankful to still wake up every morning and have a job. I did have my hours cut, but i rather that then no job at all.

4)I am thankful that my tooth is feeling a little better, the dentist says there is nothing wrong but i beg to differ and really do not want to end up on vacation next week with a jacked up tooth. But its an up and down kind of thing. so pray it gets better for me

5) I am thankful for my grandparents helping me with my bills since my hours have gotten cut at work. I hope we start to get busy soon, cause i really am not going to be able to live off of the money i will be making with a part-time job

6)I am thankful for all of my girls helping me plan my 22nd birthday. I am getting ready to go on Vacation and then my birthday is the weekend after i get back, and they have all been such a big help in trying to figure out what to do and getting everything organized.

7)I am thankful i get to go on Vacation next week with my Family. A week in Disneyland with my Grandma, Sister, Brother, and of course Steven...Going to be SOOO much fun. We have so many fun things planned, 3-day pass to Disneyland and California Adventure, Universal studios, Hollywood blvd, Venice beach..YAY Stayed tuned for blogs on that!!!

8)I am thankful for my glasses (keep your fingers cossed) hopefully being her this week, so that i don't have to struggle reading anymore, and that i wont get so sleepy when i do read.

9)I am thankful that i have somehow started making myself drink more water, something i have been trying to do forever but just couldn't i have had 2 sodas in the last week YAY me!!

10) And finally i am thankful for everyone who is apart of my life on a daily basis, you all mean so much to me, and i thank each and everyone of you for being the person that you are!

Happy 9th Birthday

2009-02-04T19:35:00.000-08:00

Today is my little brothers 9th birthday. I ended up not having to go into work today, and I had made a dentist apt in Sac for tomorrow morning, So i decided to drive up here today and suprise my little brother for his b-day. My mom made me hide in the back of my grandmas van when we went to go pick him up from school, and after she drove there all crazy like she does i thought i was going to be dead from things falling on me. But when we got there i stayed hiden, and she went in and got him, and they got back into the car and started heading back to my grandmas house. I started poking my head up and making this noise like the tire was leaking air and going flat, and my little brother started freaking out thinking we were getting a flat tire, and then he turned around again after my mom pulled over and was going along with the "I think we have a flat tire story" and i popped up and scared the crap out of him. He was excited i was here, and started asking me if we were having a little party for him, I told him No. Because we are going to Disneyland in 2 weeks and will be celebrating both mine and his birthdays while we are down there, and he almost started to cry, when he got into my grandmas house he went running inside and saw a couple presents and cake and just kept telling us he knew we were lying. LOL All in all it was a good day, and great to see my family. Not looking forward to going home tomorrow after my dentist apt, but I do miss Steven and Piston. I hope to be on here for FFF this week. I have really sucked at blogging this year. Sorry

Cheers to 2 years

2009-01-27T14:00:00.000-08:00

So today as some of you might already know is mine and Stevens 2yr Anniversary. So i thought i would do a small blog on us. It might have been a rough last couple of months. But we still both love eachother very much, and i believe now that things are soo much better, and that we have alot more to come in our lives.
So this is us...Right after we got together...I know can you believe my crazy blonde hair. Never again. LOL This is when we went bowling for my little brothers 7th birthday, about 2 weeks after we got together.

This was about 2 weeks later on my 20th birthday...and there is little Piston he was my birthday present from Steven.

And here we are now 2 years later and happier then ever. Me and my little family.
I love them to death. Steven your amazing. I love you with all my heart!!! *MUAH*

Last Saturday

2009-01-21T18:58:00.000-08:00

So i have been bad and have not blogged in a while, so i thought i would blog a little about last weekend.

So Steven decided he was going to race at Argyll instead on Turlock...Boo on him, ruined mine and Trina's plans for that. So we were home all weekend, and not off in another city racing. So instead of going to watch him pratice Saturday i got up and went down to Vallejo to go watch Jessica's (Trina's daughter) soccer game. It was so much fun to get to watch her, play she is getting good.

So here we are at Jessica's half time, we made her stop and take pictures with us. Trina and I are such picture freaks LOL. After Jessica's soccer game we went home so she could shower and trina cleaned a little, then is was off to get lunch and go to wal-mart to pick up some things. Then we went back to the house and hung out for a few, before i headed off for home. When i got home i just hung was being lazy and of course i was watching GA (Grey's Anatomy) I have been trying to catch up on the show and have been watching it like crazy. Then the boys (Steven and Jeremy)got up and out of the house to go to dinner and Pietros...Yummy...and then we went to the movies, we planned on seeing Gran Turino but the damn movie was sold out...that movie has been in theaters forever and a day now...So we decided to go see "My bloody Valentine" it was a 3D horror movie, and man was it crazy, its so wierd to watch a movie like that when you are like all up in it. It was like this guy was killing you and just crazy. But it was good, and fun to watch a movie in 3D like that. Then it was home, and off to bed. Then Sunday it was off to a long day at the races. Where the boys did great and no one got hurt. Steven got a 3rd and 4th in the first set of motos and then 4th and 4th in the second set which got him 4th and 4th overall which is very good for him not have racing in a while and not riding too much.

So here he is on the line, getting ready to race either his 1st or 2nd moto. The boys did great and over all it was a faboulous weekend.

Hopefully it won't take me forever to blog again, I plan on doing FFF for sure...i have a couple good photo's from theis week.

Thought you guys would like this

2009-01-14T11:48:00.000-08:00

So last night Steven stayed at his bosses house cause they were working late and then early today. So it was just Piston and I and i was watching American Idol and getting bored so i started taking pictures. I was trying to get a good one of Piston and I because lately he isn't into pictures like he used to be. I had taken what felt like a billion and he just wasn't working with me. So i thought if i said the word "treat" (his all time favorite word) that he would pay attention long enough for me to get the picture. Well it worked...Kinda. The picture is just too funny so i thought i would share it with you guys.

In his mind he is probably thinking, God is she stupid or something, She knows damn well i want a treat. LOL So anyways i just have to share that with you guys

Thankful Tuesday

2009-01-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Denise over at Laughing with spoons we have another week of Thankful Tuesday. So here it goes

Your topic is:

Friends.

So what you do is simple...

1. Post a new blog listing ten things that you are thankful for in regards to this week's topic! Feel free to do more than 10!

2. Be sure to link my blog somewhere in your post. (Shameless plug...I know!)

3. Come back later on in the day (after I have posted my post (which will probably be some time around 10 California time)) and sign Mr. Linky that will be at the bottom of my post. This will let everyone know you have participated.

4. Leave a comment for the person that signed above you (or if you are first, leave a comment for me).

5. If you are feeling generous, leave a comment for at least 3 people...or even more!

Here it goes

1) I am thankful for the amazing friends that i have in my life they all mean so much to me.

2) I am thankful for all the fun times and memories that i share with all of them

3) I am thankful for everyone that has been there with me through thick and thin

4) I am thankful for the people who have helped me out when i needed it the most

5) I am thankful for having people in my life that are there when i need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to.

6) I am thankful for my BFF Bre we have so many good times, and so many more to come. Love you Bre.Nanna

7) I am thankful for all the laughs that we have had. And the tears that we have cried laughing SOO hard

8) I am thankful that i have everyone in my life for all the future memories that are going to be made

9) I am thankful for the text messages and phone i get from friends just to check in to see how i am doing

10) I am thankful for everyone in my life now, and the people that will come into my life in the future.

Enjoy

This is me...

2009-01-12T20:39:00.001-08:00

Your Word is "Fearless"

You see life as your one chance to experience everything, and you just go for it!

You believe the biggest risk is being afraid and missing out on something amazing.

Sometimes your fearlessness means you're daring. You enjoy risky activities.

And sometimes your fearlessness means you're courageous. You're brave enough to do the right thing, even when it's scary.

What's Your Word?

BFF Date Night

2009-01-12T19:12:00.000-08:00

So Breanna and I have been talking since we heard that this movie was coming out, And decided that we just had to go see it. So friday night, we had a girls night, Which we entitled BFF date night. Here are a couple pictures from our night

So this is the movie that we saw. Which by the way, i thought was a pretty good movie. We loved it.

This is where we went to dinner. It was so yummy, And you can never go wrong with a place that has amazing cocktails. I have never been a big fan of martinis. But they had a bluberry martini, that was AMAZING, It tasted sooo good. I highly recommened. =-)

Here we are walking into the movie, and thought that we had to take a picture of us with the entrance sign. Yes we were tipsy by this point, and thought it would be fun. Turned out to be a good picture!
Well that was our fun night. Can't wait for another fun girly movie to come out, so we can go out again. Hope you enjoy our pictures.

Weekly Assignment...Too much fun

2009-01-07T14:15:00.000-08:00

So i strolled on over to Kimmy's page at Our lifes journey And saw the weekly assignment and like her thought all 4 of them were fun so i as well decided to do all of them. Here it goes

1.) Describe your latest obsession.

2.) Ask a loved one to use 6 descriptive words to describe you and report your findings. How well do they know you?

3.) Who was your first bloggy friend? How did you find each other? Do you still correspond?

4.) Tell us about your pet! If you have a weird infatuation with your dog or cat we want to hear about it (or if they just plain drive you crazy)...but please don't compare them to children. It's just not the same.

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Prompt #1
Well i have been obsessed with watching Grey's Anatomy lately. I started going to GA night with Trina and Denise, and fell back in love with the show. Sadly i was forever and a day behind everything, and really confused on what was going on. So for christmas i asked for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th season on DVD as i already had the 1st on. And i got them YAY. So now i am constatnly watching them trying to catch up so i will know what has happened with everyone and i can watch the new ones and know whats going on.

Prompt #2
So i sent Steven a text asking him 6 words he would use to describe me, and since he is off fishing he never responded, So i sent Breanna over at The way I see it a text and asked her 6 words to describe me and this is what she said
1.Pure
2.Gorgeous
3.Magnetic
4.Honest
5.Devoted
6.Bestest friend in the whole wide world to Bre

Oh Breanna she is such a sweetheart. LOL Don't you just love that #6?? Now by magnetic i think she meant i draw people in?? Not sure. But they are all nice things to say...I love her

Prompt #3
I believe my first bloggy friend was Trina. Her and Denise told me about me and how much fun it was. So i decided to sign up and give it a shot. And i LOVE it. It is so much fun, and a nice place you can come to, to vent. I love it here, everyone is nice and gives you very good advice. And Yes i still talk to them both on here.

Prompt #4

So as most of you might know, I do not have any kids, but i do have my amazing dog Piston. Yes i do consider him my kid. LOL I spoil the crap out of him, ANd he is connected to my hip. I take him just about where ever i go. He has clothes, his own blankets, his own bed (even though he HAS to sleep in our bed, he wouldn't have it any other way) about 5 million toys. I love my dog to death. What i will do without him when he is gone, I don't even think about it. Him and I have a blast together though. And i love lounging around with him all day. He LOVES to sleep in and be lazy. He is pretty good at it. LOL

My Weekend

2009-01-04T16:53:00.000-08:00

Well this weekend has been nice. Very relaxed, which felt wonderful because i feel like i have been on the go forever, with the holidays and all. So this weekend, I decided to come up to sac to visit my family. Yesterday i got here arounf 12ish, and my mom, sister and I went to the mall to exchange my little brothers shoes that i bought him for Christmas, that were like a half size too small. Then we got lunch came home relaxed a little, and then went over to my grandma's house to eat dinner with her and my grandpa. Which is always fun, grandma makes the best dinners, and i always love spending time with him. Then we came home, and we all watched a movie, amd curled up next to a nice warm fire. When it was time to go to bed, i decided to sleep in my moms bed, instead of on the couch, because they put there stupid snake in the spare bedroom where i usually sleep. (I HATE snakes) So Piston and I curled in her bed and watched an episode of Cold Case before we passed out. This morning, Piston and I slept in and then got up watched a little bit of TV with my mom waiting for my sister to get home. Then we picked up my grandma and we went down to the Arden Fair mall so that my grandma and I could go to the Apple store. I needed to get a new case for my phone, and my grandma wanted to sign up for classes to learn how to use her new computer she got for christmas. Then we went to a couple other stores and decided we were done shopping. Then we dropped my grandma off at her house, and i ate lunch with her and my grandpa. Then i met my mom and brother over at there friend Kyra's house to play with there new puppy, a little beagle. Her name is Journey, and she is SOOO adorable. The people they bought her from named her Journey because she would always wander off on her own. And then they deicded to keep the name when they drove to Idhao to pick her up. So they thought that was the perfect name for her. And now i am sitting at my moms getting ready to eat dinner, and then its off to home for me, to get ready for another LONG work week. Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend

Be ready for this one

2009-01-02T21:45:00.000-08:00

So as i was checking everything for the last time tonight, i went over to Kimmys page and saw this fun blog and decided to do it before i went to go watch some more Greys Anatomy.

So this is me after taking a hot bath, right before i took off my make up, and crawl into bed. Horriable...UGH

So here are the rules
Here Are The Rules For This Tag:
1) Take a picture of yourself right NOW!
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair… Just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instructions with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this.

I'm only going to tag a few people though. Here are the lucky winners:
1. Breanna
2. Trina
3. Denise
4. Kimmy (even though she already did it)
5. And those are all the friends i have on here...I know LAME

Have fun...

Happy New Years

2009-01-01T17:08:00.000-08:00

Hope everyone had a safe and fun night last night. We decided that we didn't want to be out on the road at all. So we just rented some video games, went to dinner, and then played "Are you smarter then a 5th grader" all night with our roommates. We had fun. I can't believe 2009 is already here. This past year has gone by so fast. It feels like just yesterday we were celebrating 2008 coming with all of our friends, it is so crazy how time goes by so fast. I hope everyone had a good night. Sorry to say i will not be able to post any pictures from the night for FFF before i left my camera at work...I know BOO...But nothing i could do about it once i got home from work. But i look forward to seeing everyone elses pictures.

Thankful Tuesday

2008-12-30T16:10:00.000-08:00

So it is that time of the week again and thanks toDenise We have another topic to right on.

So for this week's assignment...

Your topic is:

2008. What have you been thankful for this year??

So in no particular order:

1. I am thankful for my family, they have helped me with so much this year. They have all been there for me, and are just an amazing support system in every single way.

2. I am thankful for Steven, as many of you know we have had our share of ups and downs this year, but i love him more and more each and every single day. He is everything to me, and i hope i get to spend the rest of my life with him

3. I am thankful for all of my friends. They are all so truely amazing in there own ways. They are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. I have made many new friends this year, who are also awesome, and unfourtenly i have lost some friends. But in the end the true friends are always there with me

4. I am thankful that i have had my job this entire year, this may sound bad, but in past times i have gotten so bored at jobs that i bounce around from to job to job. And yes i may complain about this one alot but i still love it and am glad to say this is where i work.

5. I am thankful for the house that we live in, it has kept a wonderful roof over our head. And i may complain about some things that happen there, but at this point i wouldn't have it any other way.

6. I am thankful for Piston...As cheesy as it may sound, most of you know, he is like my son LOL and he just brings so much joy to my life. When i get home from work every night, he is SOO excited to see me. I love it

7. I am thankful for the memories that i have from this year. It has been an amazing year, and i know next year will be so much better

8. I am thankful for my heath, I think i really only got really sick 2 times this year, which is AWESOME, cause usually its double that.

9. I am thankful for reconnecting with some old friends, that i have not talked to in years, its crazy how you catch up on things, and then its almost like nothing ever changed

10. Last but not least i am thankful for Ashly giving birth to my nephew Chance. I am just in awe of his, he is so precious. Anytime i am around him, all i want to do is play with him, and just hold him. I look forward to seeing him all the time.

Well hope you all enjoy

My christmas

2008-12-30T15:48:00.000-08:00

I know its a little late, but i thought i would share a couple pictures with you guys from christmas. I had an amazing christmas, I hope everyone else had a wonderful christmas!! So here are my pictures
So here is a picture of Piston curled up in front on the fire on Christmas night, in the bed that he got for christmas. He LOVES fires, anytime Steven builds one and it gets warm Piston always curls up in front of it. So i will go get his bed and blanky and he will sleep there for hours. =-)

Here is Piston and his daddy on christmas morning right after piston got his new bed, and the first thing he did was sniff it for a sec and then curl up in it and go to sleep.

And for my last picture, Piston trying to go to sleep, I am sure in his mind he is saying "Gosh, mom i am trying to sleep dont you know Santa is coming tonight, and i have been a good boy" LOL I love my puppy.
Well i hope you guys enoy these pictures!!!!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

2008-12-25T17:11:00.001-08:00

I hope everyone is having a merry Christmas. I couldn't have asked for a better today. I have spent it with all the people I love and it has been amazing. I hope everyone got everything they wanted!! Look for pictures of my amazing Christmas soon!!!

Thankful Tuesday

2008-12-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

I have really sucked at Blogging lately, But the Holidays have been killing me. Alot have things have been going on, So look for blogs about all that soon...Until then its another round of Thankful Tuesday thanks to !Denise...Enjoy

Your topic is:

THE HOLIDAYS. What about the holidays makes you thankful??

So what you do is simple...

1. Post a new blog listing ten things that you are thankful for in regards to this week's topic!

2. Be sure to link my blog somewhere in your post. (Shameless plug...I know!)

3. Come back later on in the day (after I have posted my post (which will probably be some time around 10 California time)) and sign Mr. Linky that will be at the bottom of my post. This will let everyone know you have participated.

4. Leave a comment for the person that signed above you (or if you are first, leave a comment for me).

5. If you are feeling generous, leave a comment for at least 3 people...or even more

Here it goes...

1. I am thankful for my Family, they mean the world to me

2. I am thankful for Steven, He means so much to me, and although we have been through alot, it has made us stronger

3. I am thankful for my friends, with them we all make so many good memories together

4. I am thankful for my job, even though they are punishing us and making us work the day after Christmas and New years...UGH

5. I am thankful that i have a roof over my head, even though at times i can't stand living there

6. I am thankful for my dog, he brighten ups my day everyday that i come home and he is just SOO excited to see me.

7. I am thankful for the life that i have been able to live, It has just been amazing so far

8. I am thankful for all the people that come into my life each and everyday, they are all bringing an adventure

9. I am thankful for the people whom love and care for me, and always have my back

10. I am thankful for this wonderful Holiday season that i get to spend with the people i love the most

Well i hope you enjoyed another round of Thankful Tuesday...Look for more blogs coming soon!!!

RIP Crush

2008-12-17T09:44:00.000-08:00

So Crush was our Mantis shrimp. He was really cool, His colors were awesome. And when he would kill something to eat it he punched the shit out of it. We all loved having him there. And unfourtenly last night Steven look in his tank and found him upside down dead. Molly and I were really upset. We loved having him here. The guys called him Crush but between Molly and I we came up with the name Tom Brosuff...LOL I know it sounds goofy but we loved him. So here is a picture of Crush a.k.a. Tom Brosuff. We will miss him =-(

Fun Foto Friday

2008-12-12T08:53:00.000-08:00

Its that time of the week again, and thanks to Kimmy we are at it again with our friday fotos
So here are the Rules

1. Post a special picture that you took during the week. If you have more than one that you want to post, that would be great also. It can be any kind of picture (i.e. funny, silly, weird, artsy, fun, whatever).

2. Write about what the picture is about and what it means to you.

3. Come back later and sign your name on Mr. Linky to share so we all can make our way to your blog and see your wonderful picture(s).

4. Be sure to comment on the person above you. If you want to comment on more than one person, I'd love that and I'm sure they would too! The more comments, the better :o)

So here are a couple pictures from this week:
So here is Piston and i at home with out 1st semi very own Christmas tree. And i say Semi because we share it with our roommates. Next year when its just the 3 of us, it will be our VERY own tree...LOL And this next picture was not taken this week, but i thought it would be fun to look at a couple pictures from the past. So here is, Bre, Max, Piston and I in the old days where we were out at there house drinking ALL the time, and i actually think this might have been the night, Bre and I got really mad and Steven and Ray for pulling one of Pistons teeth...LOL And last but not least Here is Trina and I at probably the funniest dinner i had my entire Hawaii trip. This little less then 24 hours i spent with them in Hawaii was a blast. This dinner was nothing but laughs and good times. Times that will never be forgotten. So there is my Fun Foto Friday. See ya next week

Our Weekly Assingment

2008-12-11T13:08:00.000-08:00

Here is our weekly assingment thanks to Kimmy
So here are this week's prompts from Mama Kat:

The Prompts:

1.) Allergies much?
2.) Worst dentist experience ever.
3.) Describe a "new road" you've taken in your life.
4.) What would you say to a mouse who could talk?
5.) Who is the best listener you know? What makes him or her such a good listener?

So i have to choose #5

I know alot of good listeners. One whom would be my BFF Breanna...She is an amazing listner, She is there anytime i need to vent or anything to her. She listen and give me the advice that i may need. She is free for me to call and/or text day and night. And that means alot to me.

And person...well actually its more of a group that listens to me is my family every single member of my family is always willing to listen to anything and everything i have to say. I do have some people in my family who do not like to talk on the phone, but since i don't live very close to them they will talk to me on the phone as long as i want. They are awesome.

My boyfriend will listen to just about everything i say, now if he is actually hearing what i am saying or not is another thing, and yes i do have to compete with his friends and boats, and all those other things. But when it comes down to it and i really need him to listen, he is there, and hears every word i say.

I do have ALOT of other friends that are amazing listeners, i am just not going to list them all, but they all know who they are and i love them all!!!!

Jakeys 14th Birthday

2008-12-10T10:24:00.001-08:00

So last night we all went out to dinner for Jake's 14th Birthday. We had sooo much fun. We went to Benihanns in Concord. Dinner was a blast like always, I honestly don't think there is a dull moment at that place. The cheif's are very good about keeping you laughing, and they make watching them make your dinner fun, here is a pic of some of the craizness that went on....Here are the boys eating some of the very good food our chief whipped up for them...I believe its Shrimp. But we had so much fun, At the edn of the night, they sang Happy Birthday to Jake and then took a group picture of all of us....And here it isSo i hope everyone had a wonderful Tuesday night. We are off to get our Christmas tree tonight FINALLY so look for another Blog tomorrow about doing that. I am SoOo excited to finally be getting out tree YAY

Thankful Tuesday

2008-12-09T11:11:00.000-08:00

Another round of Thankful Tuesday Thanks to Denise
So for this week's assignment...

Your topic is:

TODAY. Meaning what about today are you thankful for?

So what you do is simple...

1. Post a new blog listing ten things that you are thankful for in regards to this week's topic!

2. Be sure to link my blog somewhere in your post. (Shameless plug...I know!)

3. Come back later on in the day (after I have posted my post (which will probably be some time around 10 California time)) and sign Mr. Linky that will be at the bottom of my post. This will let everyone know you have participated.

4. Leave a comment for the person that signed above you (or if you are first, leave a comment for me).

5. If you are feeling generous, leave a comment for at least 3 people...or even more!

Another round of thankful tuesday...Here it goes

1. I am thankful because today i actually got up, got ready and made it to work 20 minutes early. (I have been late everyday for the last 2 weeks)

2. I am thankful that i actually woke up today. Another day on this earth is a blessing, you never know when it could be your last day

3. I am thankful for my Starbucks coffee that is keeping me awake on this chilly morning when i would rather be cozy in my bed, and not working.

4. I am thankful for almost all of my christmas shopping being done, just a couple more things i need to get, And some people i need to figure out what i am going to get them

5. I am thankful for my family checking on me each and everyday seeing how life is going. (They really hate me not living close to them anymore)

6. I am thankful for my friends, each day they bring joy. I love how we can sit there all day and pretty much talk about nothing, but have SoOo much fun

7. I am thankful for Piston, My puppy, he brings so much happiness to my life. Seeing how excited he gets when i come home, just makes my day each and everyday

8. I am thankful for Steven working so hard at changing things in our lives, so that we can continue our lives together

9. I am thankful for my job, With the economy as shitty as it is, I am happy to say i have a job.

10. I am thankful for Jake's Birthday, We get to go celebrate at Benihannas tonight...YAY Happy Birthday Jake

What Brandy needs....

2008-12-05T15:07:00.000-08:00

So i stole this from Trina once i saw it on Breanna page, and relized how funny it can be, so here it goes, lets see what i get...
The Rules:
You just type in "what (your name) needs" in a google search. Here's mine:

1.Brandy needs to keep the toughness inside (if they say so)
2.Brandy needs an eye exam (I really think i do)
3.Brandy needs positive vibes(I guess so)
4.Brandy needs Donnie Wahlbergs Email Address (I don't even know who that is lol)
5.Brandy needs drinks(I would love one right now)
6.Brandy needs a home(I would LOVE to own my own home)
7.Brandy needs a makeover(I didn't think i did, but google does)
8.Brandy needs a date for the Harrington Ball(What is the Harrington ball??)
9.Brandy needs serious help(LOL I do in certain places in my life)
10.Brandy needs lots of fun and laughter(That would be awesome)

This was so much fun, Some of the things were so random, but thats what makes it so much fun!! Everyone should do this!!!

Fun Foto Friday

2008-12-05T14:29:00.000-08:00

YAY...Time for Fun Foto Friday again...Lets see what fun pictures i have...
So here are the rules...
1. Post a special picture that you took during the week. If you have more than one that you want to post, that would be great also. It can be any kind of picture (i.e. funny, silly, weird, artsy, fun, whatever).

2. Write about what the picture is about and what it means to you.

3. Come back later and sign your name on Mr. Linky to share so we all can make our way to your blog and see your wonderful picture(s).

4. Be sure to comment on the person above you. If you want to comment on more than one person, I'd love that and I'm sure they would too! The more comments, the better :o)

So this is Breanna, Melissa, And I in front of the Christmas Tree in Downtown Vacaville of Tuesday night, A big group of us went down there for the lighting, But of course being young and trying to do too many things at once, we missed the actual lighting of the tree, but we still had a blast visitng with people that we ran into as we were walking around downtown. And Bre and I were drinking our hot chocolate with peppermint scnaaps <---Which i done recommend you try, it didn't taste very good to me at all. But we were drinking those out of our had made travlers mugs, with a college of pictures of the two of us. So that was fun too. Also while we were down there, we ran into Ashly, Lonny and our adorable Nephew. And i just had to take some pictures of him because he was all dressed up in the outfit i bought him, So here is that picture.

But needless to say we had SOO much fun, And we were with people that we love and I can tell its going to be a wonderful holiday season. We are already planning a trip up to Sac to go eat at Hard Rock Cafe and then go Ice Skating. So look for pictures after we do that!!
Hope everyone has a Happy Friday

Since i have sucked at blogging lately...

2008-12-04T09:49:00.000-08:00

I figured i would do an extra one today, and update everyone on how life has been going, since i have missed all the blogs in the last 2 weeks...

Life has been well...Life. Things are up and down, and just seem all over the place. I have been spending alot of time with my family, which has been amazing, I have missed them so much. Steven and I are trying to work on our relationship, But it has been very hard on me, and just taken a huge toll on my emotions, my priorities, my thinking and everything. Its such a rollercoaster for me, I almost feel like one day i want to be with him and make it work and the next day i rather be on my own, hanging out with my girls doing whatever i please. Its a horriable feeling, and it tears me up. I feel that i have been hurt for so long. But i love him so much i could never imagine hurting him the way i have been. I love him with everything i have to love, and i am going to try my damdest to make this work like i have always dreamed about.
Anyways on to the next subject, WORK...Ugh who likes talking about work...lol Well its ok, until you bring the the time off for christmas topic, and it gets my blood boiling. So i guess in the month of Nov. the Techs are supposed to make up there time, to have the day after Thanksgiving off and the day after Christmas off. Well no one really did (Which is not my fault because i am NOT a tech) but we are all now getting punished, We have to work a half day on Christmas eve, then we get Christmas off, and then we have to work the Friday after Christmas, What the fuck kind of shit it that. If i am not supposed to be making up time, then why in the hell am i getting punished for it?? Its not like i can go out there and tell them they can't leave because they need to be working over time, because thats just a waste of my time, because they would not listen to me anyways. I think it is completely unfair to everyone in our office. And if we really get punished for it, Then next year i think every single person HAS to work over time, because then if we get punished, it will be fair and not so fucked up.
WOW Talk about venting, I just feel that things in my life are SOOO crazy right now, any advice on what to do would be WONDERFUL!! Thanks

Christmas Lighting

2008-12-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

Now that i finally have some pictures up from the Christmas tree lighting we went too Tuesday night, I can FINALLY blog about how much fun we had.

So Tuesday night, Was the night for the big Christmas Tree Lighting in downtown Vacaville. We went last year and i had alot of fun, So we decided to go again this year, except this time we were with a ton of our friends. Heres our gang afterwards at dinner

Other then the fact that it was very cold out, we had so much fun, Bre and I got Hot Chocolate, and all. Here is Bre and I waiting in line at BJ's to get some dinner

And then Britt and I with the Fitness 19 man...This was fun

So after we went to the lighting, we all went to BJs and got some delicious food, and then everyone came back to my house and we watched Step Brothers, Which i have to say might be the greatest movie of all time. They did a wonderful job in it, And we all laughed our asses off until after 11pm. Needless to say, We had a blast. I love you all who joined in.

Happy Friday

2008-11-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

So I have not blogged in a while, so i thought it would be a fun time to blog now, since i have been shopping since 4am this morning.

Let me tell you there is nothing fun about shopping at 4am. I love to shop but it is just a little too early for me. And the fact that all the lines wrap around the store and you have to sit in line, 10 times long then you are shopping is crazy.

I was at Kohls this morning by 4:15 and the lines were already to the back of the store. So my grandma stood in line and my mom, sister and i shopped until she got into the front of the line. That store was so crazy, that i almost walked back out, when i first walked in the store.

Next it was on to Wal Mart, which from the parking lot looked like a nightmare. We got into the store shopped for what we were getting, and then actually walked straight to the cash register, Thank god for 10 items or less lines, cause there were no people in them, everyone was buying like a million things.

Then we dropped my grandma and mom off at home, and My sister and I hit the mall, God i never thought i would be there at 5:45am but it was not too bad, I went to Victorias Secret and got some cute sweats and a matching sweatshirt, and then bought a couple more sweatshirts at Finishline, and then bought my little brother some really cute DCs for Christmas.

So i pretty much already have my Christmas shopping done...Except for Steven, and he is always hard to buy for. But i am happy to say that other then that i am done...YAY

Well now i am off to take a nap, i am exhausted, We are going bowling at Noon and I wont be able to function unless i get some sleep cause we stayed up late last night playing cards!!

Time for sleep, Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am having a second Famly Reunion Thanksgiving tomorrow!!!

Fun Photo Friday...

2008-11-21T20:33:00.000-08:00

So thanks to I get to do Fun Photo Friday....And it sounds so much fun...

If you want to play along...please do! The rules are quite simple!

All you do is post a picture or two or three or however many you want. If you'd rather post videos - go for it! If you want to post both videos AND pictures...that would rock!!! If you are feeling nice, please be sure to link back to my page! (I know a lot of you post on other sites for Photo Fridays - so I won't make you post a link to my page too - only if you want!) :)

After you are all done posting - come back here and sign Mr. Linky below so we know to take a look at your page! :)

Be sure to comment on the person above you. If you want to comment on more than one person - I'd love that...and I am sure they would too! :)

I have decided to write about Piston..My wonderful Puppy...Piston

He just as a dog as broughten so much happiness to my life. When i come home from work or anywhere else, He is always so excited to see me. It makes me so happy that someone or something is so excited to see me when i get home.

I am so happy to have him in my life. And i can say i will honestly be devasted when i no longer have him in my life.

Because I was tagged more then once...But it will be so fun

2008-11-20T09:02:00.000-08:00

Not only did tag me but so did So that means i must really need to do this assignment.
So here is my list of Fives

FIVE THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST

1. Get my work day over with
2. Drink more water then coffee
3. Run some errands after work
4. Go to GA night with the girls
5. Go to bed and get ready for the weekend

FIVE THINGS I LIKE TO SNACK ON

1.Chips/Crackers of any kinds
2.Any kinds of like minature candies (Almost stopped that, so not good for you)
3.I love to snack on grapes (YAY those are good for you)
4.I love the little 100 calorie packs
5.Strawberry yogart

FIVE THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WAS A MILLIONAIRE

1.Like Trina...I would pay off all my bills
2.Buy me a nice new huge home
3.Make sure my brother and sister were set for college
4.Take some amazing vacations
5.Have fun, But keep my mind going in the right direction

FIVE PLACES I HAVE LIVED

1.Sacramento
2.Vacaville
3.Roseville
4.Washington
5.Citrus Heights

FIVE JOBS I HAVE HAD

1.Ross
2.Victorias Secret
3.Vasko Electri
4.Klimisch's
5.Mountain Mikes

FIVE PEOPLE I AM TAGGING

Seeing that i only know 2 people on here, i will retag them even though they already did it, and then just pray i will get more friends on here, LOL
1.Trina-She already did it but at least i am tagging someone
2.Denise-Once again already did it but what the heck
3.I am tagging the friends that i will soon gain on here LOL
4.I am tagging the friends that i will soon gain on here LOL
5.I am tagging the friends that i will soon gain on here LOL

Thankful Tuesday

2008-11-18T12:23:00.000-08:00

So i am doing my first writing assignment Thanks to Denise. Sounds like this is going to be alot of fun.
Here are the rules of what we have to do:

My topic is:

Your husband/significant other. (If you don't have a husband or significant other, please write about another male figure in your life).

So what you do is simple...

1. Post a new blog listing ten things (you can always do more!) that you are thankful for in regards to this week's topic!

2. Be sure to link my blog somewhere in your post. (Shameless plug...I know!)

3. Come back later on in the day (after I have posted my post (which will probably be some time around 10 California time)) and sign Mr. Linky that will be at the bottom of my post. This will let everyone know you have participated.

4. Leave a comment for the person that signed above you (or if you are first, leave a comment for me).

5. If you are feeling generous, leave a comment for at least 3 people...or even more!

So here is goes guys

Seeing that i do not have an husband/significant other I am going to write about..My Grandpa.

1. I am thankful for him raising me to be the person that i am today, without him who knows where i would have gone in life.

2. I am thankful for him standing by my side through thick and thin even when i thought i had lost everything.

3. I am thankful for him, becuase if he wouldn't have pushed me so hard during school, i probably would not have gotten the education that i now have

4. I am thankful for him buying me my car, too make sure that i was safe while i was driving

5. I am thankful for him being the Dad that i never had

6. I am thankful for having him in my life, cause no matter how much i think i let him down or mess up, he is always there to tell me i am his #1 girl

7. I am thankful because he has given me the life, that without him would have never been possible.

8. I am thankful to have such a goofball grandpa that no matter how down and out i am, he can always make me laugh

9. I am thankful for him, because he is part of the family, that keeps me going day after day, And no matter what always aupports the decisions i make in my life, weather its something he agrees on or not

10. Last but not least, I am thankful for having him in life, but he is someone who i can always turn and talk too, and no matter what always has time to listen to my problems, and help me work through everything

I love him with everything i have to love, Not only is he my grandpa but i consider him a father figure.

Hayley Alice Grillo

2008-11-17T09:15:00.000-08:00

Today, is a day that is very hard for me, a day i just hate waking up to because i know what this day is. Its a day i will never forget. Five years ago today, i lost my best friend to a terriable car accident. One that was not her fault, but really could not have been prevented. She was driving down a main road in Sacramento, on this rainy night, with her boyfriend going to get some food after she had gotten off work. When she hit a puddle of water, he car statred to hydroplane, and it got to a point where she could not control her vehicle, She cut across 2 lanes of traffic, and then into oncoming traffic, where she hit 2 vehicles. After that she was rushed to the hospital where her and Mike(her boyfriend) were places in the ICU in critial condition. They both had multiple injuries. Mike pulled through and is ok today, Hayley was not as lucky and after being on life support for about a week she passed away. I will never forget the feeling that rushed through by body, when they called me out of class...As i walked to the office a ran into 4 friends of mine and hayleys and i just knew what was coming, It was a very cloudy day and i knew by life was about to fall apart. After they told us we cried alot, lots of tears lots of hugs, we walked outside, and saw that the sky had opened up, and i knew that, that was her leaving us, It just this relaxing feeling knowning that she stayed with all of us until we found out, and then she went on to heaven to watch over us. To this day i remember everything like it was yesterday. I will never forget her.
Until we meet again. I love you HayHay

Sunday in Sacramento

2008-11-16T12:01:00.000-08:00

Well i had decided that i needed to get out of town for a little bit, and away from the everyday life i live. I came up to Sacramento to visit my family, and see all of my old friends. I have spent most of the weekend here, and have been having alot of fun. I got up here yesterday around 11 and helped my mom get my little brother ready for his soccer game, we went to that which his team won 5 to 1 YAY Go Brandon. And the after that we took him to Petsmart, to get him a new little set up for fish. He has had 3 golsfish for quite sometime, and as completely devasted this past week when 2 of them died. So we got him his new set up and a Betta fish which ne named Furious because they can not be in the same tank with any other fish. After that we came home set up everything, and then just kinda relaxed, which was nice because i felt exhausted. Then i got up and went to my Aunt and Uncles house to watch the UFC fight that was on last night. Which Brock Lesner won. I was rooting for him. I hung out there for a while with some of there crazy ass friends, and then picked up my sister from some class she is in. And we came home and hung out, i fully planned on going to hang out with a couple girls i went to HS with but soon passed out and didnt wake up until like 3:30 in the morning, which was far too late to be going out, seeing that everyone was long drunk and passed out by now. Now this morning, my mom and i have been hanging out, which is nice because i usually don't get to spend alot of time with her when i come up. Soon we are going to go shopping, and run a couple of errands, and then i will head home to get ready for my wonderful work week ahead, which i don't look forward too, but hey who does. LOL well i am out for now but i will be bak later!!!!

My life..In the words of a depressed young girl

2008-11-14T11:18:00.000-08:00

How come when you feel that you life couldn't get any better, and is soo close to being perfect...EVERYTHING just falls apart...In a matter of minutes?? I believe its crazy..and don't understand why it always happens to me. I guess i am to nice, and give into everything too easily, which now i have learned is something that i wont be doing from now on. I am tired of putting my heart out on the line, and it just getting stomped on over and over again. Its not fair to me to be the only one unhappy when he thinks everything is just fine. I want to be happy too, i want to have the wonderful life that i see everyone else having. Just once in my life, i want to be the happy couple i see walking down the street, or the couple who just cant get enough of eachother. Why can't it just ever be me??Well this is def. a good way to vent my feelings, when i feel there is no other place to vent!!!