My life..In the words of a depressed young girl

How come when you feel that you life couldn't get any better, and is soo close to being perfect...EVERYTHING just falls apart...In a matter of minutes?? I believe its crazy..and don't understand why it always happens to me. I guess i am to nice, and give into everything too easily, which now i have learned is something that i wont be doing from now on. I am tired of putting my heart out on the line, and it just getting stomped on over and over again. Its not fair to me to be the only one unhappy when he thinks everything is just fine. I want to be happy too, i want to have the wonderful life that i see everyone else having. Just once in my life, i want to be the happy couple i see walking down the street, or the couple who just cant get enough of eachother. Why can't it just ever be me??Well this is def. a good way to vent my feelings, when i feel there is no other place to vent!!!